joy. 

I didn’t have a good day today. I cried a lot. I have a terrible headache, and I feel emotionally drained. 

I thought I was feeling strong enough to go to Target (after having a bad day) for wrapping paper, and I was wrong. I was overwhelmed and panicky the entire (10 minute) trip. 

Some days I don’t know how I do it. How do I wake up, and put on a happy face for my son, when I just want to lay in bed and cry all day. 

I don’t know why this is my life. 

I don’t know how this became my life. 

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2 thoughts on “joy. 

  1. Target is the worst. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been there and had to leave my cart, mid-aisle, and head home. It’s panic attack/ trigger paradise.

    It’s ok to stay home and cry on bad days, you know. Give yourself the permission to feel the pain. You don’t have to be strong all the time.

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  2. It’s okay to stay home and have days where you just want to cry. Landon would probably love cuddles under the duvet watching films on the days where you feel sad. Don’t beat yourself up too much, it’s completely understandable to have good and bad days especially during your pregnancy lovely big hugs xxx

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