home. 

I have a whole huge post I want to make about everything, but for tonight, while I’m laying in bed looking at one of the most beautiful sights I’ve ever laid eyes on, I’ll just say that we are home. 

We got home on Saturday, and had company all day Sunday. Today was out first “back to normal” day (read: Landon went back to school- nothing else was normal). 

I sat up with a crying Alden for nearly 5 hours last night (true story), and you know what? Never once did I EVER think about how awful it was. You know what’s awful? Holding a crying screaming baby, feeling so much love, all while looking at the picture of the baby you loved so much who came before her who you didn’t get to keep; who didn’t get the chance to cry. 

That’s awful. 

This has been incredibly hard, and also incredibly amazing. 

And now, for your viewing pleasure 💗💜

Wearing a sleeper that was Kenley’s. We packed this sleeper in Kenley’s diaper bag the night we found out she died. Putting this on Alden tonight broke my heart into a million pieces.

Coming home from the Hospital! 🌈💜🦄


I wish it were different, but I love holding both of my beautiful girls close to my heart 💗🦊🦄💜

Advertisements

9 thoughts on “home. 

  1. Omg those cheeks. Those big beautiful squishy cheeks.
    I love that you put her in Kenley’s sleeper. Like Kenley is wrapping her arms around her baby sister with love.
    So glad you all are home and that Alden is a noisy little fox. 🦊❄🌈💜

    Liked by 1 person

  2. This all just makes me so happy! She’s so beautiful just like her big sister! Every time I see her face I can’t help but smile and tear up! I’m so happy she is here and safely in your arms! ❤❤

    Liked by 1 person

  3. So happy for you I am tearing up. I’ve been reading your blog, sorry haven’t commented as much as I have been through my own struggles. But I’m here and soo happy for you. She is absolutely beautiful and so glad she is wearing Kenley’s sleeper. Miss Kenley is looking out for baby sister ❤ ❤ ❤

    Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s